Hey. This is my last journal.. maybe. I might come by and by and write more because i love you guys. <3

Well, this winter break has been okay. Long.. Yah. I've been working my ass off at the Kentucky Fried. I worked on Boxing Day for a double shift and I'm getting paid double and half time. I'm excited to see my next pay cheque 3:

I've been trying to cleanse my body for a while now. I cant eat and I have to drink this organic thingy (maple syrup, lemons. cayenne pepper, and water? Mmmm <3) for 10 days. Wroking full time at KFC doesn't help, though. Erg, I asked for the 2-12th off, but nooo. Carly gets 10 shifts. Oh bleep.. sdoityeqrutyh

Boys are cute. I liked the boy at my work for ages and finally had to courage to tell him, but he's in gr 12 and he said it's too stressful for a relationship right now. Well, we go for coffee a lot, though.

I didn't tell you how him and I were in a broken down van for 3 hours, did I? He kept singing in my ear and it was cute. He sang "Lying is the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off" by Panic! At The Disco. I love that band. I love a lot of bands. MUSIC FREAK <333 That's probably why the Guitarist from Beautiful Nothing (www.beautifulnothing.ca) likes me now. I'm going to their show on the 14th, duh. <3

I have a slight alcohol problem now. But I can still control it. haha. You haven't LIVED untill you had.. SPRITE! lmao, Sarah &hearts ;

Speaking of Sarah, I went to Toronto on my day off with her and Natalie. Trying to patch old friendships with the Natalie. She`s been hanging with.. another part of town that I`m not to fond of, now. I hang out with the drugstore cowgirls, now. haha. Getting tipsy before a good game of bowling was pretty fun. Don`t remember half of what happened, though. I remember a bit, though. haha. Kicking the ball and getting a spare, that`s priceless. I didn`t even buy a game, I just bummed off shots from people and I managed to play.. probably the most out of everyone. haha. I kept falling down though, my butt hurt the next day though.

I have to read 500 pages for Monday for school. I`m on page 15. sHw00tieZ. I`m prepared for my culminating. I can guarentee myself a spot in grade 9 english next year or summer school. Grrrrreat.

Now, I will end my journal with a quote from Hollywood Undead and their song My Black Dahlia

`` I wish I could have quit you. I wish I never missed you, And told you that I loved you, every time I fucked you. The future that we both drew, and all the shit we've been through. Obsessed with the thought of you, the pain just grew and grew! How could you do this to me? Look at what I made for you, it never was enough and the world is what I gave to you. I used to be love struck; now I'm just fucked up. Pull up my sleeves and see the pattern of my cuts.``